'have you ever wondered, why must we serve?' yep. many times in fact. actually, i still do. like why do we learn jungle warfare when our country is a concrete one? sorry, i may be just so very ignorant. but thank God that my bunk mates are mostly great people to be with. that's the way it's been this 2 weeks that is. and our instructors have been quite ok with us. and here's some ns trivia. pes c people like me are like second class citizens. just the way it is. some of us considered upgrading. as in serious consideration. but then we decided to screw it. suck thumb. well, and the things about white Hawk is true. others may call it white horse. and much of ns is a show. yeah, Serve And F*** off. and the worst thing is that in these two years, there is absolutely NOTHING to look forward to. what shit. like in school, there's always some stuff to want to do. of course we can now count down the days to weekends. exciting stuff huh.

i apologise for the ranting about national service. nice name huh. just that i feel it's consuming my life. and i'm not the only one to feel that way.